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Disclaimer: I did write this like 2 days ago, so dont mind so much ^^ thanks again...
It seems that be at a place, an empty place make you think a lot about yourself, not a good thing tho as it is ... well.. C. Castaneda did write "Thinking too much about yourself make the road hard and heavy, you need to be light and easy in your walk", words more words less.
I did sit in a corner of my new house, as any new house, its empty, i did carry little stuff to it, so you can imagine. I did sit in the corner, and i did start to think somehting like: "What if im dead and this how hell looks like". And trust me, i didnt like it.
However, this has been a long week, new house, now job, new city, new people. Nothing that I havetn faced before. The tricky part is for the very first time in my life, something doesnt match.
But it will be easy to surrender, but what fun will be that?
A new job and I dont trust anyone around. Its not a good scenario.
Besides of that, Im testing myself again, this is a new scenario, a new challenge, but i dont know if this what I want for my professional life. Maybe im too unstable to be in a single place doing the same stuff over and over. Im a rational and man of customs, i do develop routines very easy, but at the same time I get feed up of them quite easly.
C. Castaneda did say too: "A road without heart is worthless, if the warrior found himself un such situation, he shuld search for the road with heart, that road will be easy and plesant"
The problem for me is to know, IF this the challenge Im waiting or this is only another step.
I rather not to know now. Yes its true. I wont know what I will find iF i dont reach the bottom of the well. Even if its dark and wet and full of that green thingy.
I hope I dont find an ungly ghost there ^^
It was a dark rant and I've found a light now, I hope im not fooling myself. Sorry about the loose rant, it doesnt make sense to you? well.. thanks for reading anyway.
Miss you.
Now, the monday comic will be delayed 1 day, as this weekend im going to travel and i wont carry my laptop w/ me. So there's no chance the comic will be updated on monday. Take care and see u later!
Peace in the worldNo comments so far | Posted on 13/05/2005 07:29
